i really dreaded the 7 - 10 hours bloody loooooong flight.
(especially with the condition of my body now wtf man)
pray that i wont vomit/olosai/feel dizzy during this 7 - 10 hours of torture.

bye bye Malaysia!

(super) Late Entry: Astro Field Trip

24 Nov '09
a field trip to Astro!


we saw JJ from hitz.fm there and we took pics with him. he wa so damn friendly (and funny) laaaa i like him :D


JJ and i act cute wahaha :D
saw Adam C too but that time he was in the recording room doing his daily DJ job so we/i couldn't take a pic with him :( damn sad lor! Adam C very leng zai leh wahahhaha ahem.


this is (the back view of) Pheobe 菲比 from MY.fm. so cool la their job but also confusing at the same time (for me anyway). just look at the bilangan of the computer monitors! how can they handle that?? damn pro la.


after we were about to leave the radio section, JJ himself came over and said why not we all take pics so...ta-da~ group pic with JJ! see i told you he is friendly :D

after that we went to have a tour around other sections inside Astro...hmm too bad couldn't take many photos 'coz we were actually not allowed to take pics inside. oh well~

hmm...to tell the truth, i'm kinda disappointed of this field trip 'coz at first i thought we can really go and learn something unknown to us freshies. but instead of letting us see what is happening behind the camera and all, the Astro people only gave us a tour around Astro and just explain what's this what's that bla bla bla...

:(

oh well~ at least i met JJ :D

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wow. i updated my blog almost everyday. amazing. hahhaha ;p

just got back from Broga Hill trip! quite a tiring but fun trip! i can't believe i climbed a 500++ feet hill! halfway hiking up the hill i was thinking to myself why the hell did i sign up for this trip but when i managed to drag myself up to the top (yes, i practically have to drag myself all the way up there), the scenery and the sunrise are really rewarding.

now i know why climbing to mount. Kinabalu needs 3-month of training already. orz. it's ten times harder to hike to mount. Kinabalu. :/

photos will be up soon in my photo-blog :)
stay-tuned! (if you want. haahah)

FML.

really FML :(

haih, the story goes like this:
was supposed to go cheong K (sing karaoke) at ampsquare with those who are going for the Broga Hills photography trip one. they plan to sing from 8pm until 3am then go yumcha then after that meet at college at 4am ('coz we are supposed to meet up with others and the lecturers at 4am in front of college to take bus to Broga Hills)

i was late 'coz by the time i reached home from shopping it was already 9pm and i still haven't bathed and prepared. so i was in a panic state and kept rushing back and forth between my room and the bathroom.

then, as i was rushing to my table to get something, my poor foot ter-kick the glass mirror edge and.....

:(

haih. FML lor.

from the picture the wound doesn't look much but it bled like hell just now lor!!! the blood keep pouring out like there's no tomorrow! (hmm. weird description. but don't care la)

:,( paaaaiiiinnnnnn~ somemore i have hiking trip tomorrow!!! D: i hope my bloody foot (literally) won't burden me uhuhuh...

so in the end, i couldn't make it to ampsquare 'coz of my bloody foot (literally) and also 'coz i couldn't call through lock yi's handphone.
cannot reach her = no transport = cannot go cheong k :(

(well, she did call me back just now while i was writing this post but oh well, i'm lazy to go out liao~)

note to self: do not put the mirror on the floor next time!

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another FML thing is, all my shoes have holes already due to A LOT of walking (we have to walk 20 minutes to college everyday). so do ifa and orilia's shoes.

this morning before going out, all 3 of us stood before the shoe rack and stare at our shoes, not knowing which shoes to wear 'coz all almost koyak already.

.... .. :(

how sad is that you tell me. -_-

there are many shoes on the shoe rack, but none of them are wearable anymore. FML.

AND HOR!!! i pokkai-ed twice last night because of my shoes!!! ('coz no more geseran already under the shoes) FML!
pokkai twice leh...TWICE!!! so malu can die :((((

i pokkai-ed in Kim Gary, where there were LOTS of people eating there. after my dinner i pokkai-ed again somewhere near Kim Gary, where there were LOTS of people there too. shit really sooooo malu can die!!!!!!! FML!!

my way to hide my embarrasement is: laugh loudly, curse abit, laugh again, then curse abit some more. so it's like HAHAHAHAHA shit man HAHAHAAHA wtf laaaa HAHAHAHAHA. -_-

haih.

so back to this morning, after staring at my own shoes for a long time, i decided to wear back the shoes that made me pokkai-ed last night 'coz i had no choice. but when i wore it, i saw a hole there. it was already koyak FML!!!! X(

....so in the end, i had to tumpang wear ifa's shoes. how pathetic is thaaaaat! X(

i.need.new.shoes!! :(

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my deep dark eye circles that won't go away. FML.

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pics!



with judy and ifa. oops i forgot to take picture with orilia -_-'' oh well! hahahah :D

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zzz time! gonna wake up before 4am! Broga Hills photography trip woohoo! finally can touch my camera after a loooong time!!! :D

I.AM.FREE!!!!!

!!!!!!!

FREEEEE!!!!!!!! (i know i said it every 4 freaking months but still, i wanna say it again: I AM FREE baybeh!!!! :D be happy for me!! hahahhaa)

i am officially free after 9.30pm tonight after my web presentation hehehe!!! then after that went to Kim Gary and talked until 12am!!! siao!!! didn't even realised time passed so fast!!

shopping/sing K/makan-makan/gossip/movie session here i come!!!!
Broga Hill photography trip here i come!!!
Australia trip here i comeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

ahhh~ life's good when there's holiday! ;)

(speaking of movies, i haven't watched 2012 leh!! :/ too busy that time T_T dunno now still got in cinema or not wuwuwuwu.)

damn happy today! the last presentation was web and my group received good feedbacks from the industry people and lecturers! they even said they were impressed! *big touched*
kellie and shengyu and i damn happy to the max wahahaha.
lecturers even asked us to submit our web for competition!! *wipe happy tears*

however, FPS presentation wasn't that good but oh well, still got next term to buckle up!!! jiayou!!

and urm what else...
oh! my mock up industry interview was with Paul Kingsley?/Winsley? (i forgot his surname sorry) from Agenda. quite nervous but he is a nice guy ;) the feedback from him about my performance is that the way i showcase my works is abit messy. haih...blame myself for being too nervous :( but oh well! train myself to be better for next time! ;)

yay! just to say it again, I AM FREE AHAHAHAAHHA!

I've never felt so sure before.

i tossed and turned on my bed, thinking about whether i should do it or not.

sure, i've always wanted to do it for a long time;
and sure, i still have some doubts whether i should still go for it or abandoned it although it has always been my dream to have it.

but after many nights of tossing and turning, i've made up my mind.

i am going to turn my dream into reality.


i've never felt so sure before :)

We saw a moon tonight

no, not the movie "New Moon".

what we saw is a real full moon, the biggest full moon that i've ever seen in my entire 21 years of life.

hanging on the dark sky above us, the full moon was so big and round and yellow that at first i thought it was one of those big ass balloons hanging above some shopping malls for advertising purpose.

the moon was so big and round and yellow that it was hard not to notice it.
the moon was so big and round and yellow that we kept marveling at the sight of the moon being so big and round and yellow.
awed by the sight of the big and round and yellow moon, we ran towards it, wanting to immerse ourselves in the full moonlight glory.

under the dark windless sky blanketed by thick gloomy clouds, we ran like free-spirited children running towards a candy shop.

we were moon-chasing.

picture from google

but when we finally reached the place where we thought we could get a better view of the round and big and yellow moon, it was already hidden behind thick gloomy clouds.

how long has it been that we slow down our paces to look at the moon properly?

how many full moons have we missed in our lives?

External Interview....

...this wednesday omg omg OMG.

there are going to be 3 or 4 (or 5? hmm) industry people going to interview us omg omg OMG.

...ok la it's just a mock up interview but still, people from the industry are coming to interview leh omg omg OMG.

i hope i don't embarrass myself.

i hope i can answer the questions that they are going to ask....*cross fingers*
you know, of all the questions, i dreaded this question the most: "so, tell me about yourself."

.... ... X(

to me, it's the hardest question EVER.

and oh, i hope i don't look like a zombie on that day. =_=

AND i hope my works and portfolio website are good enough. orz.

wish me luck!!! ....i really need it T_T

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p/s: i've been stuck in my room for 3 days straight without stepping out of the house because of doing the coding for my portfolio website. T_T 整个人处在颓废状态...hahahahaha...hahaha...haha....haaa....ha.....*抱头痛哭*

p/p/s: using Actionscript to code the website is like my year 2 term 2 nightmare all over again. orz.

p/p/p/s: i should be doing work now -_-

My mum hates my college!

msn convo between me and my mum (the one in orange is her and the one in green is me):

yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp says:
-haizz, go to hell lah your college
-i strongly would not recommend my frens's children to study there anymore

Kah.Rou__focus pocus! i can do this. says:
-HAHAHAHAHA
-what la u
-!!!

my mum is just SO funny!!! hahahaahah!!! i feel sorry for my college...XP

why is her reaction like this, you ask?
the answer, my friend, lies in my beautiful black panda eyes and heavy eyebags :D

...... ...

i will seriously die early. orz. my poor liver i'm so sorry.....
ok back to work! *sob*

Weird family....and loving it :D

so i was having the below msn convo with mum today:
(the screen name "yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp" is my mum. my 10-year-old stupid bro set the screen name one so...pardon the lame-ness -_-)

yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp says:
-go and have a nice hair cut lah
-but dont trim the back part again
-let it be thicker, nicer

Kah.Rou__head bangs wall. says:
-then just cut la?

yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp says:
-pop head

Kah.Rou__head bangs wall. says:
-...BOB hair la!!!
-haahaha
-pop head
-haahahahha!!!!

my mum so cute! spelt "bob hair" as "pop head" -,- hahahaha lmao!

then she went on:

yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp says:
- :D
-pop corn head
- :D

Kah.Rou__head bangs wall. says:
-u la go cut pop corn head!
-so ugly
-aahaha

yang yang is helpful,good,shareful and stp says:
-where got ugly? very fashionable leh... the first in Malaysia!!!

Kah.Rou__head bangs wall. says:
-mum u soooo lame laaaa
-ahahaha

omigosh my mum is soooo lame! hahahaha but in a cute and funny way XD

then my sis go and blog about it here. after reading it you will know she is quite lame too (her friends said so! hahaha)

popcorn head!! hahaaha that stickgirl was drawn by my sis :D

yup, my sis is lame my bro is lame my mum is lame hahahahaah!

except for me and my dad hahha i guess we are the normal people in the family then :D

....oh wait.

no.

i think we are quite clumsy when it comes to food. -_-

clumsiness is like my trademark already.
whenever i eat, someway somehow for sure 10000% guarantee i will drop my food one even if the food is already in my mouth wtf i also dunno why!!!?? -_-
and because of this, my kurang asam punya friends keep making fun of me~~~ :( boo you guys BOOO!!!

so there was this time when my dad came to KL and together we went to have lunch. i kept whining how my kurang asam punya friends always make fun of me 'coz of my clumsiness.

instead of comforting me (like any normal fathers would), my dad said, "haih, why you never get my good genes one?" while giving me the are-you-sure-you-are-my-daughter look. :(

just then, the prawn that he was holding to with his chopsticks drop.onto.the.table.

..... ...

hmm. -_-

now i know where i got my clumsy genes from.

看清。

：）

谢谢大家的comments/关心/phone calls，我好多了。

那天在等人载我去学校的半个小时里，我自己剪了几个月没修的流海。
（是的，我自己剪的哦！而且是在半个小时剪完的，厉害吧？*hidung tinggi* 有没有剪坏就不知道，当作没看到)

剪了挡住视线的流海，
看清了眼前的方向，不再迷茫。

谁是真谁是假，我看清了。

日子再怎样灰白，也得笑。
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